On the one hand, knowing that I only need to get a 25-30% on my physics final is a huge relief but on the other hand, it is significantly contributing to my lack of motivation at the moment. THIS IS THE LAST WEEK OF SCHOOL I WILL HAVE FOR AT LEAST TWO YEARS. I’ve never, in my conscious life, been out of school that long. Okay see how I’m procrastinating right now? I need to finish outlining these lectures, the last lectures I will outline for an exam for a while, TODAY.
Anyone’s experience with Zoloft?
On the one hand I can handle thesis and job and big scary life-defining tasks but on the other hand I panic about being done with these things??? And panic about dumb shit like journal club I mean come on VB
Feeling really out of breath over nothing. This sucks
Okay now I realize that my physics professor just has an irrational fear of double-stranded breaks in the DNA
He we rambling on about the dangers of nuclear energy and then said it was really very scary because *wide eyed, slow, serious voice* “it can CAUSE A DOUBLE-STRANDED BREAK IN A DNA”
A single DNA
Now that this midterm is over the five weeks of EXAM-EMSAS-THESIS-PRESENT-JOB SEARCH-INTERVIEWS-EXAM is over for at least the weekend, after which I will begin studying for my final BUT the important thing here is that I feel like I am a real human being now that and that I can start getting my life together now. The days of slouching at my desk in sweats all day trying to get something done only to sleep for a couple of hours and then wake up and resume desk-study state are OVER (for the weekend). I CAN READ (for the weekend). I CAN GO OUT. I CAN BREAAAAAAAATHHHEEEEE.
then back to the real final final push starting Monday. Oof. Oh and my senior exhibit which is such a joke what am I even making for that WHO KNOWS
GOING INTO MY LAST MIDTERM (of undergrad) EVER
AFTER THIS JUST ONE FINAL
how’s that for SWAG (i’ve never used the word swag to describe anything)
jeez i hope i don’t panic actually